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Its day 1 of 2013. Will this be any different than yesterday? That depends on the actions I take today. I struggle with many health problems, I teeter on the edge of self-destruction, can I pull myself back? My life is broken, and I need to find the strength and courage to fix it. My physical, spiritual, and mental states are in shambles from years of addiction and self abuse. Food is my main drug of choice and it is killing me. My body is slowly breaking down due to the food abuse. If I have any hope of seeing tomorrow I need to start taking actions now. I welcome you to follow me on this journey as I struggle to find my way, to silence the demons within me, and find peace and serenity in my life. I can do this IF I am willing to put the work into it. I will share my trials and tribulations, success's and failures. Perhaps I can find a way to save my own life, and if it can help someone else with the same struggles, it would make it all the better This will be a chronicle of my journey to better health, better life, and happiness.

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

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Good morning

My name is Greg I am a grateful, recovering COE I was abstinent yesterday. Not much to say this morning, yesterday was a decent enough day, I have been staying up late and not sleeping well, the heat also does not agree with me; however I am getting done what I need to with the assistance of my HP

The deeper into recovery I get the small my world seems here. So many people around me are locked in battles with their own demons. Many are having a "Good" time and do not want anything more, which is fine it is their life, their choice. It just makes the world a bit of a lonely place, I am also romantically lonely. I am taking a bit different road however, normally any port in the storm would describe actions to just not feel lonely, I am choosing to not do that. I feel good about that however it does little to lessen that feeling of being alone. No matter how much out reach I do, how many meetings, how many friends I visit, that feeling just never goes away. I am not eating over it, I do not want to eat over it; its just weighing on me a lot lately


Plan of Action

Pray

Submit meal plan

Call Phil

Pray before/after meals

Text Phil before/after meals

Make 2 outreach calls

Do 9:45 phone meeting, be of service & share

Go see about volunteering at a local nursing home

Read at least 15 minutes in my VO book

Check out 1 VO page

Work on sales script for work

write email about new music I wish to add

Practice VO scipts


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