Good morning
my name is Greg I am a compulsive over eater, I was not abstinent yesterday. I was at a birthday party for my nephew, and when it came to the time where there is a certain food that is served at these types of functions I decided I would have some.
I was served and I only had that section, but the compulsive anticipation while I was watching it being passed out was like a lion waiting to pounce on a unsuspecting animal.
I did not pray about it, nor did I contact my sponsor to ask his input I made the choice myself
I did not feel bad yesterday, I was proud I only had once slice, but if I could have had more I would have.
Today I am ashamed that I just decided to take my will back and do what I wanted
Plan of Action
Pray
Submit Meal Plan
Pray before/after meals
Text Phil before/after meals
Chair skype meeting
Read daily readers
read 2 pages in BB
read 2 pages in 12/12
read 2 pages in my VO book
About Me
- Greg
- Its day 1 of 2013. Will this be any different than yesterday? That depends on the actions I take today. I struggle with many health problems, I teeter on the edge of self-destruction, can I pull myself back? My life is broken, and I need to find the strength and courage to fix it. My physical, spiritual, and mental states are in shambles from years of addiction and self abuse. Food is my main drug of choice and it is killing me. My body is slowly breaking down due to the food abuse. If I have any hope of seeing tomorrow I need to start taking actions now. I welcome you to follow me on this journey as I struggle to find my way, to silence the demons within me, and find peace and serenity in my life. I can do this IF I am willing to put the work into it. I will share my trials and tribulations, success's and failures. Perhaps I can find a way to save my own life, and if it can help someone else with the same struggles, it would make it all the better This will be a chronicle of my journey to better health, better life, and happiness.
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