Good morning
My name is Greg I am a grateful
recovering COE, I was abstinent yesterday
My day started out rough as I faced
some of my demons I have been avoiding for a long time now. I made
contact with a program that has scared the hell out of me because
that addiction has played a huge roll in my life and almost defined
who I am. I felt like a newbie walking into my first meeting ever, I
didn't know what to say, how to tell my story I felt totally lost. I
met a couple of good people who shared their ESH with me, despite
being scared I know I made the right choice. There is only one more
program I need to get into and my addiction circle will be complete,
I will have addressed all my addictions. It feels good to take
action. I spoke to a person who totally destroyed their life living
in addiction. All they have left today is program and they are fully
immersed in it pretty much 24 hours a day 7 days a week, more so than
anyone else I have ever met, that was very profound to me. It is
helping shift my thinking and make program the primary focus of my
life as it should be.
Plan of Action
Prayer
Submit Meal Plan
Call Phil
Pray before/after meals
Text Phil before/after meals
Make at 2 out reach calls (shoot for 4)
Attend a meeting however I can
Read 2 pages in BB, 12/12
Read Daily Readers
Read 10 pages in my VO book
Practice my script 3 times, listen to
lesson from last week
Check out 1 VO site (news station)
Put my papers into plastic sleeves and
build the binders I need for daily use
Get out and walk for 10-15 minutes
(around the block)
Pray before bed
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