Good morning
My name is Greg, I am a grateful recovering COE, I was not abstinent yesterday
I am still struggling hard with my other program and that bled into my OA program. I had extra food over what my meal plan called for, it was a scoop here or an extra wrap there, the bottom line is that it's not what I planned for.
My goal for today is to sit down and meditate, pray, and seek answers as to whats driving my behavior. Sitting here now I am not sure what is "wrong" I just know I am struggling badly and I need to figure out why.
Plan of Action
Pray
Submit Meal Plan
Write Report/Action Plan
Call Phil
Pray before/after meals
Text Phil before/after meals
Make at least 2 outreach calls
Make at least 2 outreach texts
Attend 945 phone meeting
Be of Service
Read Daily Readers
I will Catch up on my reading in the 12/12,
I will catch up on my reading for my other program
I will work on determing what emotions or events are driving my current addictive behavor.
Read a chapter in my VO book
Listen to session and practice scripts
Do VO Exercises
Listen to other news people and VO actors
About Me
- Greg
- Its day 1 of 2013. Will this be any different than yesterday? That depends on the actions I take today. I struggle with many health problems, I teeter on the edge of self-destruction, can I pull myself back? My life is broken, and I need to find the strength and courage to fix it. My physical, spiritual, and mental states are in shambles from years of addiction and self abuse. Food is my main drug of choice and it is killing me. My body is slowly breaking down due to the food abuse. If I have any hope of seeing tomorrow I need to start taking actions now. I welcome you to follow me on this journey as I struggle to find my way, to silence the demons within me, and find peace and serenity in my life. I can do this IF I am willing to put the work into it. I will share my trials and tribulations, success's and failures. Perhaps I can find a way to save my own life, and if it can help someone else with the same struggles, it would make it all the better This will be a chronicle of my journey to better health, better life, and happiness.
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