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Its day 1 of 2013. Will this be any different than yesterday? That depends on the actions I take today. I struggle with many health problems, I teeter on the edge of self-destruction, can I pull myself back? My life is broken, and I need to find the strength and courage to fix it. My physical, spiritual, and mental states are in shambles from years of addiction and self abuse. Food is my main drug of choice and it is killing me. My body is slowly breaking down due to the food abuse. If I have any hope of seeing tomorrow I need to start taking actions now. I welcome you to follow me on this journey as I struggle to find my way, to silence the demons within me, and find peace and serenity in my life. I can do this IF I am willing to put the work into it. I will share my trials and tribulations, success's and failures. Perhaps I can find a way to save my own life, and if it can help someone else with the same struggles, it would make it all the better This will be a chronicle of my journey to better health, better life, and happiness.

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

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Good morning

my name is Greg I am a grateful recovering COE and addict, I was sober yesterday.

I think I got up on the wrong side of my new bed this morning, life is throwing some curve balls at me this AM and I am rather grumpy. I was sober yesterday, the temptation and cravings were strong, I white knuckled it.

I have found that structure and routine are paramount to my recovery, when I follow a routione my day seems to go better than when I don’t'. Weekends are a challenge for me currently I need to look at what I can do differently. Five days a week I go to bed early in the evening, and get up very early in the morning. Saturday and Sunday are my days off so my bedtime/rise time changes. I'll pray for guidance and see what changes I can make. If I leave things up to chance or “I'll do it later” most of the time I lose that coin toss and later never comes.

I am already starting to feel a bit better about my day, the sky is an interesting mix of gray and a slight pink hue.

Plan of Action

Pray
Submit Meal Plan
Call Phil
Send Report/Gratitude-Words of Encouragement
Pray, text Phil have my breakfast
Pray,text Phil when I am done my breakfast
Find my prayer book and pray
Read Voices of Recovery and For Today
Read 2 page in AA Big Book
Make at least 2 out reach calls
Make at least 2 out reach texts
Attend 9:45 Phone meeting, be of service if I can
Work on SAA homework




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