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Its day 1 of 2013. Will this be any different than yesterday? That depends on the actions I take today. I struggle with many health problems, I teeter on the edge of self-destruction, can I pull myself back? My life is broken, and I need to find the strength and courage to fix it. My physical, spiritual, and mental states are in shambles from years of addiction and self abuse. Food is my main drug of choice and it is killing me. My body is slowly breaking down due to the food abuse. If I have any hope of seeing tomorrow I need to start taking actions now. I welcome you to follow me on this journey as I struggle to find my way, to silence the demons within me, and find peace and serenity in my life. I can do this IF I am willing to put the work into it. I will share my trials and tribulations, success's and failures. Perhaps I can find a way to save my own life, and if it can help someone else with the same struggles, it would make it all the better This will be a chronicle of my journey to better health, better life, and happiness.

Monday, August 26, 2013

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(Email I sent to my sponsor this morning)

Good morning
I hope this finds you well today.
Yesterdays calories were 1870.  My caloric goals on a daily basis are between 2000-2400.  That will give me a 3-4 pound a week weight loss if I can maintain within that range.  I was not successful at texting my food sponsor before and after every meal yesterday. 

 I did before hand but go distracted and did not after lunch.  I did not have any supper last night.  i got up late, had breakfast, and then by the time lunch time rolled around it was pretty much my supper time, I was in bed not long after supper.  I was abstinent yesterday

Goals for today:

Pray
Submit meal plan (done)
Pray before/after my meals
Text my food sponsor before/after meals
Pray
Be of service where I can
Do something for my recovery every hour

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